Here’s my story… I’m 36 years old and having my 1st child let me give y’all a testimony real quick.. so kids and a Husband has been my family goal since I was young I always wanted a two parent household something I didn’t have… very young about 23 I got with a guy and was in that relationship 10 years straight, his mom passed within that time 😔 and the relationship ended with him getting on drugs and committed 3 robberies landing him in jail being sentenced to 15 years 😩 I wasn’t staying of course so two years later I meet this guy 3 months after that he crashes speeding and dies 😢 sometime after I met my worst nightmare the abusive one I mean daily to the point where at the end I was beaten with a shovel broke my wrist and had to have emergency 🚨 surgery with 4 screws for life. Thank God I still have mobility in my hand… I healed mentally, physically, spiritually and emotionally 🙏🏾 Sept 2020 I run into someone whom I’ve always had a liking for. I knew him since like I was about 18 he was doing security at a club I frequented. Anywho, we start dating and when i say I have never felt the way he makes me feel it’s just amazing 🤩 Nov 28th 2021 two days before my birthday 🥳 he proposed 💍 and May 2022 my period was late so 5.26.22 I took a pregnancy test and BINGO! It was positive 🥺🥰 I took 3 more cause I couldn’t believe it 😂 I work from home so I immediately left work land went to the clinic for confirmation 🥳 I was 6 weeks pregnant 🤰🏾 talk about excited and estatic. My then fiancé says he doesn’t want our child to be born outta wedlock so on 7.27.22 we get married at the courthouse 👰🏾♂️ 🤵🏾♂️ I literally married my best friend 💪🏾 Here we are today 19 weeks pregnant and moving along quite well! I say all of that to say NEVER LOSE FAITH! I tried so hard to get pregnant in my 10 yr relationship that I began to feel like I couldn’t get pregnant but in reality God said NO! That wouldn’t have went with the plan, God’s plan! I know this was long but i had to be transparent and tell it! We are due 1.19.23 and we can’t wait to meet Baby Bean our precious Baby Girl 🥰💕💖💞 #1sttimeMom #GirlMom