Baby's nightmares at 4 months

I’m feeling so depressed today .. any suggestions? My baby is 15 weeks, and I’ve been on pelvic rest for about 2 months now. I’m having the craziest messed up dreams. And I’ve never felt so unlike myself!! I don’t find out for another week and a half if the placenta moved. I’m praying it has.. if not then I will need a c section (my worst nightmare) and I will have to continue on without any sex the entire pregnancy. I’m having a rough time 🥺

Y’all I’m struggling I have a very difficult husband and I’m not 9.5 weeks I’m 7.5 max because I know when i conceived vs period bs anyhow im struggling with the stress to stop smoking but I need to because it’s almost 2 months and for obvious reasons but it’s hard this time because before I’d stop instantly but he’s making this our third a nightmare.

So I feel my nightmare is un folding😞 my first HCC was 2453 and 3 days later 2488. At 5 weeks.feeling heartbroken and scared. No festal pole detected at first ultrasound. At beginning of 5 weeks. Tomarriw is 6 weeks. Hopefully things look better❤