Hey ladies. I'm new here and just wanted to introduce myself. I'm 33 from ma. I'm on my 9th pregnancy 😳😳.. my first I lost at 33 weeks pregnant. Then followed by 8yr old boy 7yr old boy and a 2 yr old daughter.. since my daughter I have had 4 miscarriages and am now pregnant again. Thought I had kidney stones so I went to the emergency room and I had no kidney stones but a whole baby. I'm not with my ex and he unfortunately won't be a part of this babies life (for the better but still sad) guess my question is.. as a single mother of 3 (my oldest son is deaf and blind and has other medical issues) how the hell am I going to do this?? For the first time in my 33 years of life I'm just scared.. like genuinely scared for the future. Someone please just remind me that I can in fact do this!!